Start a blog!
"You should start a blog," my friend said ... "me?!?!" I replied skeptically never once letting her know, that those exact words have been whispering to me for months. A few months later, this same friend states vehemently after reading one of my poems "you. need. to. start. a. blog". This time, however, I allowed myself to really listen to her words. I allowed myself to shut out the denials from within. This time I allowed myself to really believe the whispers in my heart that caressed me. " write love, speak up, create hun, let your light shine, be seen". So here I am, writing my very first blog post. All my fears and doubts screaming at me with each letter I type. I am starting a blog... now what? ... what do I say? What should I talk about? I have no idea if I am doing this right? Scared and afraid. I have no idea how to start or how to continue, all I know is that I must start this for which I have been putting off for too long. So bear with me as I fumble through this very awkward stage. I expect some bumps and bruises along the way but I am willing to push on and try something for which my heart has sung for.
There is a creative side to me. I have never really explored but would love to know, this is my very public way of doing so. What the hell am I doing? I have no idea but maybe that is half the point. For once I want to jump into life and let it fall where it may. Hopefully, I don't fall flat on my face. Hopefully, life opens up in a joyful, passionate and pleasant manner. A way that I never imagined and only dreamed. I can't wait to take this leap of faith.